Sunday, July 5, 2026
Samuel: Chapter 14
Monday, June 8, 2026
Samuel 13: In Writing
Indetermindable
moments between the vibrating
phone, the blaring alert,
the siren that might--
might not--sound
I want to go,
my daughter whines--
I want to go down. I gulp down
the still-dewed air, breathe
in jasmine like I'm drowning.
It's too far, she scrambles towards the steps.
I'm scared.
Hunker underground. Between concrete slabs.
My dove, in the crevice of stone
the shelter of the step--
She says, I always dream
we keep sleeping
And then the missile hits.
I dream I am buried alive
in the endless expanse
before the All Clear.
Samuel: Chapter 13
or you will not stand.
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The kingship has only just been established, and hairline cracks are already spreading.
Saul was a year old when he was crowned, indicating something shiny-new. Yet the Saul introduced as a dutiful son is suddenly a father, with Jonathan holding the fateful Geba, using it as a springboard to attack the Philistines--while Saul gets the credit. We are once again in the Oedipal realm between fathers and sons (be they Eli with Chofni and Pinchas, or Samuel with his unnamed children), returning to the central tension that defined the Book of Judges.
Now Geba, locus of civil war, is launching a war with external enemies--yet the Israelites join this war less willingly than they joined the war against their kin. Some join because they feel they have no choice, others hide in caves, tunnels, cisterns, while yet others cross the Jordan.
The people's fear is reflected in their king's irresolution. Here he is, back in Gilgal--site of the "renewal" of the kingship, where he and Israel felt joy; recreating the meeting point point that Samuel anounced back when he gave Saul a series of signs that God is with you (10:7): After that, you are to go down to Gilgal ahead of me, and I will come down to you to present burnt offerings and offer sacrifices of well-being. Wait seven days until I come. Yet now the man who stood head and shoulders above Israel is unable to stand and wait. After holding on for seven days, he cracks, and brings the sacrifices just before Samuel appears.
In a recreation of their first meeting, he meets the prophet just as he arrives, with the same evocative use of ve-hineh, "and behold." What is beheld this time is dissolution rather than establishment. GOD would have established your dynasty over Israel forever, but now it will not stand. If Saul's heart was once transformed, as he drew the true-hearted in his wake, now he is no longer chosen by God's heart, his heart insuffincently willing. The doubled pair of Saul and Samuel splits--and with it the triangulation between Saul-Samuel-God and Saul-Samuel-the people. The monarchy is falling before it ever fully stood, disintegrating from its very core.
Sunday, April 26, 2026
Samuel 11: In Writing
"History rhymes"
my friend posts
it doesn't repeat
exactly
it does merge, mix, echo
Same lined walls,
same gym mattress in the corner
same wail. Same pile of shoes by the door.
When it rained, the perichor
slippery stones
and lights blinking through the clouds
marked which year it was
which round
but now it is the same sullen heat
Fallen figs smashed into the floor.
Swim through the same menace,
watch the same dusty sky.
But now my baby can run halfway
and my daughter can cross the street.
There are two new rabbits in the school petting corner
a new row of graves in the military cemetery
and I am more tired, and sad and heavy
body the clock tracking history
Thursday, April 23, 2026
Samuel: Chapter 11
Push the bounds
to find the story
tell it anew
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This chapter continues and intensifies the Book of Samuel's redemptive dialogue with the closing of the Book of Judges. If the opening chapters revisited the relationship to women and to vows, here we return to the painful linchpins of the closing of Judges: the relationship of individual to tribe and national framework. These issues come to a head in the final stories of Samson, and Pilegesh bGiva--the rape of the concubine at Geva and its aftermath. If Samson represents the extreme of individuality, the story of Geva exemplifies its opposite: nameless characters acting within a context of mob rule.
Samson is consecrated before birth, a nazarite who is set apart. The "spirit of god pulses within him"--he is never "like one of the people." In his superhuman strength, he is the archetypal superhero, his fight against the Philistines that of a lone vigilante. He is a leader who dies, as he lived, separate from his people. It is only after death that he can p be brought back "to his fathers" for reintegration.
On the other side of the pendulum is the Israelite response to the incident at Geva, in which "all Israel, brothers" unite as one to fight Benjamin. This is a model of national identity sans individual leadership, where the people themselves seem to spontaneously self-organise into a cohesive national group. Yet it is a group that allows no individuality, with every dissent ruthlessly destroyed.
Both these stories are framed by the refrain: "In those days there was no king in Israel."
This chapter returns to these painful stories, to recontextualise them in the context of "a king in Israel."
Here, the tragedy of Geva seems to run in reverse, as though time can be turned back and redeemed. The allusions to Geva introduced in the previous chapters become more explicit and insistent. Now it is Jabesh Gilead, destroyed in the aftermath of the war on Benjamin, that is attacked. As in the case of the concubine, there is a threat of mutilation. The people of Yabesh, like the Levite in Geba, send messengers to "all the border of Israel"--yet this is a message that seeks help, not revenge. As in the case of Geva, there is a response of helpless weeping.
Ironically, help comes when the message reaches Geva itself. This time it is Saul who acts the part of the Levite, tearing apart flesh--but this time of animals, rather than a woman. Like the Levite, he sends these body parts to "the borders of Israel" to call in the people for war. Yet this time, it is not just a wordless horrific message, but an explicit command. And the people come, "as one." In this iteration, the rejected tribe of Benjamin comes to the rescue of the city it indirectly destroyed, rewarding Yabesh's hesitancy about joining the civil war. This time, Saul takes responsibility, and the weeping is turned to "joy" (a leitword repeated several times at the closing of this chapter.)
When "the spirit of God descends upon him," Saul not only acts the part of the Levite. He also channels Samson's preternatural power in tearing apart the lion. Similarly, Nahash's threat to poke out the right eye of the people of Jabesh echoes Samson's prayer to be "avenged of one of his eyes." The book of Samuel evokes Samson from its very opening, with the figure of Samuel--also a Nazarite consecrated before birth--recreates his vast powers, yet places them within the safe confines of the Mishkan. Now Saul also channels the inspired. charismatic leader, yet his power is placed within a national context, as the cleaving of the animal is used to call the nation together.
Saul's first battle as king weaves together the two sides of Judges' pendulum, placing the individual within the national structure, while placing a leader at the head of the faceless masses--a leader who heads off threats of violence.
Yet Saul can only play this part via Samuel. The merging between himself as Samuel continues in this chapter, as there is a consistent pattern of triangulations--between Saul, Samuel and God; and between Saul, Samuel and the people. The people follow "after Saul... and after Samuel... and fear God." The people go to Samuel to initiatite the recrowning of Saul. Samuel, as prophet, continues to enable linkage and communication.
Tuesday, February 17, 2026
Samuel 10: In Writing
Everyone is a prophet these days
betting on the end of days--
will it be today, or tomorrow
can you make the wedding
and how many low-flying
wings make a divination?
I lower the shutters.
Burrow deep in bed. Know
that always there is more
to lose. Every call a beginning
of a new loss. Better
to crouch between the bags
that you pack--or don't pack--
for the shelter. Think of what to take
or not take. Bite your tongue.
Don't answer. Silence is always
the best measure.
Sunday, December 7, 2025
Samuel: Chapter 8
Hear the sounds beneath words
The breathing spaces
What was put, what is given, what is asked
Who listens, who screams.
There is a desperation in this cry. And because it's desperation, it cannot be ignored. Samuel hears "all" their words, the text and subtext. "Listen to their voice" commands God, despite his anger. There are inner necessities that become external realities. In a parallel construction to God's command to Abraham to listen to Sarah, God closes: "Listen to them and appoint them a king."
Sunday, September 21, 2025
Samuel 4: In Writing
Within the darkness
that presses its nose
against the window
a baby screams
and screams
her father humming
desperate sursuration
Not mine. Not now
Not today.
Lights out. Bedtime
On distant lit pathways
a stroller appears. Disappears.
I’m scared to go to the army,” my son says.
What if I don’t like the food?
And also--I might get killed.
Crouch in a ditch. Pray.
So many promises I want to make.
But nothing to say.
I tell him of the Davidka,
the canon that couldn’t aim
but saved the city with its roar
The siren shriek
haunts the night
but my children have learned
to barely flich.
Today my son has an earthquake drill;
last night, a missile.
Saferoroms sprout like mushrooms
before the rains.
Two helicopters circle
locuslike overhead.
encircled in the angry
howl of aircraft.
I will have mercy
on whom I have mercy
And grace
on whom I have grace.
Yet how we long to lock
salvation in a box
to shoot at will
Wednesday, September 17, 2025
Samuel: Chapter 4
The center
does not hold.
What will the future birth?
Friday, November 8, 2024
Judges: Chapter 12
"I summoned you, but you did not save me" he counters--a childish non-sequitur that once again reveals his almost naked vulnerability, his damaged psyche as a rejected child. Ephraim, after all, did not ask to lead the war and "save" Gilead--they asked why they were not summoned to join the battle once it was happening. In contrast to Gilead who uses his "word" (d'v'r) to "defuse their spirit when he spoke this speech" (בדברו הדבר הזה), Jephtha rallies Gilead to "slaughter" over 40000 members of Ephraim in a murderous spree that puts Abimelekh to shame.
There is a price to Jephtha's fanatical commitment to the reality of language. Gideon can use language diplomatically, to sooth and loosten. Jephtha, by contrast, destroys. In the previous chapter, his commitment to the "blurting" of his mouth cost him his daughter. Here, he makes pronunciation itself a matter of life and death: Ephraim are judged on the literal placement of the tongue, as saying an "s" instead of "sh" condemns them to slaughter.
It is ironic and telling that this first civil war takes place between the "sons of Joseph", the twin tribes who throughout the Book of Joshua hover between two and one, so close they are almost a single entity, as alike as the almost interchangable "s" and "sh". "You are fugitives of Ephraim," the Ephraimites taunt, "Gilean is within Ephraim and within Menasseh."
To Jephtha, a fugitive betrayed by his own brothers, this taunt is unbearable. Unable to appease his brother-tribe, he seeks instead to assert a demarcation as clear as the definitive river, as life and death. In doing so, he moves the Book of Judges to its darkest point yet.]
Wednesday, June 19, 2024
Judges: Chapter 5
Monday, December 4, 2017
Joshua: Chapter 14
Friday, December 1, 2017
Yehoshua: Chapter 13
Sunday, November 19, 2017
Joshua: Chapter 11
Monday, October 19, 2015
Deuteronomy: Chapter 21
At the closing of the chapter, the focus on seeing shifts to a focus on hearing, as the breakdown of relationship between parents and children is defined by "he does not listen to us" (21: 20); and the son's death penalty is supposed to make "all of Israel listen." Here, what is closest is expunged, as the parents "take out" (ho-tzi-u) their son to the court.
There is constant pulsation between bringing in and going out, between closing the senses, and opening them.]
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
Deuteronomy: Chapter 20
The linkage of the human to the tree--the betrothed to the untasted vineyard--is sounded again at the closing of the chapter, where the army is warned against destroying fruit trees: "for man is the tree of the field." Though war creates an absolute break between human and human, the basal connection to the earth is maintained.]













