Bibliodraw: Drawing the Bible
Exploring the Bible, a chapter a day, through drawing and writing
Sunday, July 5, 2026
Samuel: Chapter 14
Monday, June 8, 2026
Samuel 13: In Writing
Indetermindable
moments between the vibrating
phone, the blaring alert,
the siren that might--
might not--sound
I want to go,
my daughter whines--
I want to go down. I gulp down
the still-dewed air, breathe
in jasmine like I'm drowning.
It's too far, she scrambles towards the steps.
I'm scared.
Hunker underground. Between concrete slabs.
My dove, in the crevice of stone
the shelter of the step--
She says, I always dream
we keep sleeping
And then the missile hits.
I dream I am buried alive
in the endless expanse
before the All Clear.
Samuel: Chapter 13
or you will not stand.
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The kingship has only just been established, and hairline cracks are already spreading.
Saul was a year old when he was crowned, indicating something shiny-new. Yet the Saul introduced as a dutiful son is suddenly a father, with Jonathan holding the fateful Geba, using it as a springboard to attack the Philistines--while Saul gets the credit. We are once again in the Oedipal realm between fathers and sons (be they Eli with Chofni and Pinchas, or Samuel with his unnamed children), returning to the central tension that defined the Book of Judges.
Now Geba, locus of civil war, is launching a war with external enemies--yet the Israelites join this war less willingly than they joined the war against their kin. Some join because they feel they have no choice, others hide in caves, tunnels, cisterns, while yet others cross the Jordan.
The people's fear is reflected in their king's irresolution. Here he is, back in Gilgal--site of the "renewal" of the kingship, where he and Israel felt joy; recreating the meeting point point that Samuel anounced back when he gave Saul a series of signs that God is with you (10:7): After that, you are to go down to Gilgal ahead of me, and I will come down to you to present burnt offerings and offer sacrifices of well-being. Wait seven days until I come. Yet now the man who stood head and shoulders above Israel is unable to stand and wait. After holding on for seven days, he cracks, and brings the sacrifices just before Samuel appears.
In a recreation of their first meeting, he meets the prophet just as he arrives, with the same evocative use of ve-hineh, "and behold." What is beheld this time is dissolution rather than establishment. GOD would have established your dynasty over Israel forever, but now it will not stand. If Saul's heart was once transformed, as he drew the true-hearted in his wake, now he is no longer chosen by God's heart, his heart insuffincently willing. The doubled pair of Saul and Samuel splits--and with it the triangulation between Saul-Samuel-God and Saul-Samuel-the people. The monarchy is falling before it ever fully stood, disintegrating from its very core.
Monday, May 25, 2026
Samuel 12: In Writing
I am not atrustworthy
witness. When accused
I crumble. Anger
burns my tongue, sour in my throat.
Days of harvest. Thistles browned.
Lupine dried. Wild oats
empty themselves to open beaks.
Air alert with leashed thunder--
I have not yet put winter away.
The night-planes whine like wasps
We sleep beneath haunted skies.
When do i stop to pray
excep silently?
Samuel: Chapter 12
Sunday, April 26, 2026
Samuel 11: In Writing
"History rhymes"
my friend posts
it doesn't repeat
exactly
it does merge, mix, echo
Same lined walls,
same gym mattress in the corner
same wail. Same pile of shoes by the door.
When it rained, the perichor
slippery stones
and lights blinking through the clouds
marked which year it was
which round
but now it is the same sullen heat
Fallen figs smashed into the floor.
Swim through the same menace,
watch the same dusty sky.
But now my baby can run halfway
and my daughter can cross the street.
There are two new rabbits in the school petting corner
a new row of graves in the military cemetery
and I am more tired, and sad and heavy
body the clock tracking history
Thursday, April 23, 2026
Samuel: Chapter 11
Push the bounds
to find the story
tell it anew
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This chapter continues and intensifies the Book of Samuel's redemptive dialogue with the closing of the Book of Judges. If the opening chapters revisited the relationship to women and to vows, here we return to the painful linchpins of the closing of Judges: the relationship of individual to tribe and national framework. These issues come to a head in the final stories of Samson, and Pilegesh bGiva--the rape of the concubine at Geva and its aftermath. If Samson represents the extreme of individuality, the story of Geva exemplifies its opposite: nameless characters acting within a context of mob rule.
Samson is consecrated before birth, a nazarite who is set apart. The "spirit of god pulses within him"--he is never "like one of the people." In his superhuman strength, he is the archetypal superhero, his fight against the Philistines that of a lone vigilante. He is a leader who dies, as he lived, separate from his people. It is only after death that he can p be brought back "to his fathers" for reintegration.
On the other side of the pendulum is the Israelite response to the incident at Geva, in which "all Israel, brothers" unite as one to fight Benjamin. This is a model of national identity sans individual leadership, where the people themselves seem to spontaneously self-organise into a cohesive national group. Yet it is a group that allows no individuality, with every dissent ruthlessly destroyed.
Both these stories are framed by the refrain: "In those days there was no king in Israel."
This chapter returns to these painful stories, to recontextualise them in the context of "a king in Israel."
Here, the tragedy of Geva seems to run in reverse, as though time can be turned back and redeemed. The allusions to Geva introduced in the previous chapters become more explicit and insistent. Now it is Jabesh Gilead, destroyed in the aftermath of the war on Benjamin, that is attacked. As in the case of the concubine, there is a threat of mutilation. The people of Yabesh, like the Levite in Geba, send messengers to "all the border of Israel"--yet this is a message that seeks help, not revenge. As in the case of Geva, there is a response of helpless weeping.
Ironically, help comes when the message reaches Geva itself. This time it is Saul who acts the part of the Levite, tearing apart flesh--but this time of animals, rather than a woman. Like the Levite, he sends these body parts to "the borders of Israel" to call in the people for war. Yet this time, it is not just a wordless horrific message, but an explicit command. And the people come, "as one." In this iteration, the rejected tribe of Benjamin comes to the rescue of the city it indirectly destroyed, rewarding Yabesh's hesitancy about joining the civil war. This time, Saul takes responsibility, and the weeping is turned to "joy" (a leitword repeated several times at the closing of this chapter.)
When "the spirit of God descends upon him," Saul not only acts the part of the Levite. He also channels Samson's preternatural power in tearing apart the lion. Similarly, Nahash's threat to poke out the right eye of the people of Jabesh echoes Samson's prayer to be "avenged of one of his eyes." The book of Samuel evokes Samson from its very opening, with the figure of Samuel--also a Nazarite consecrated before birth--recreates his vast powers, yet places them within the safe confines of the Mishkan. Now Saul also channels the inspired. charismatic leader, yet his power is placed within a national context, as the cleaving of the animal is used to call the nation together.
Saul's first battle as king weaves together the two sides of Judges' pendulum, placing the individual within the national structure, while placing a leader at the head of the faceless masses--a leader who heads off threats of violence.
Yet Saul can only play this part via Samuel. The merging between himself as Samuel continues in this chapter, as there is a consistent pattern of triangulations--between Saul, Samuel and God; and between Saul, Samuel and the people. The people follow "after Saul... and after Samuel... and fear God." The people go to Samuel to initiatite the recrowning of Saul. Samuel, as prophet, continues to enable linkage and communication.
Tuesday, February 17, 2026
Samuel 10: In Writing
Everyone is a prophet these days
betting on the end of days--
will it be today, or tomorrow
can you make the wedding
and how many low-flying
wings make a divination?
I lower the shutters.
Burrow deep in bed. Know
that always there is more
to lose. Every call a beginning
of a new loss. Better
to crouch between the bags
that you pack--or don't pack--
for the shelter. Think of what to take
or not take. Bite your tongue.
Don't answer. Silence is always
the best measure.
Monday, February 9, 2026
Samuel: Chapter 10
Are you a seeker,
or are you saught?
And who do you find
deep down, within?
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This chapter continues seamlessly from the previous one, with its fable-like pattern of trees (3 signs, 3 actions, 3 men, 3 kids, 3 loaves of bread), and it's leitwords of seeking (ב'ק'ש)and found (מ'צ'א). The Saul who set out in quest of the asses is now sought by his father, and later by the entire nation as he hides away from Samuel's announcement of his kingship. Yet now that "God is with him", his hands can do all that they "seek"--he is seeker and saught at once.
After anointing Saul as king, Samuel immediately shifts to giving him a series of signs--implying fundamental doubt. These signs revolve around a series of give (נ'ת'נ) and take (ל'ק'ח)--echoing Samuel's address to the people about the royal right to confiscate at will.
The placement of Saul's encounters by "the burial place of Rachel" further scopes us back to the primal story of Joseph and his brothers, which began with a similar search (It is my brothers I search for"), and splits into a bifurcation between Joseph's receiving and Judah's taking. The signs are not passive proofs, but transformative, forcing Sual to wrest with the issues of kinship: you will become a different man.
One of those issues is prophecy, as Saul's body is taken over by the spirit of God, and he is mitnabeh, in a reflexive form that echoes Hanna's discovery of a new level of prayer. This sign is not only an exercise in transformative submission, it also raises one of the book's thematic concerns: the relation of fathers and sons, and its impact on the question of hereditary leadership. Eli's sons did not follow in his footprints; Samuel's sons did not follow in his. In both cases, this disjunction is juxtaposed to the question of kingship. Here, Saul's prophecy causes people to exclaim, "What’s happened to the son of Kish? Is Saul too among the prophets?” prompting the riposte: “And who are their fathers?”
Some gifts are sui generis, with no relation to antecedents. The prophets prophesize without relation to their fathers, and Saul prophesizes without relation to Kish. And yet, if that is the case, why the turn to kingship, with its focus on fathers and sons, and why the placement of Saul within the context of his foremother Rachel--and within the context of his tribe, Benjamin?
The story is placed within the boundaries of Benjamin, and as it continues, the echoes of Benjamin's story become more insistent. Benhamin is the "smallest of tribes" because they were nearly annihilated in the civil war triggered by the incident that took place at Geva--Saul's own hometown. Saul is appointed king in a lottery that echoes the lottery that accompanied the war on Geva, while he is attacked by bnei Bliyaal--rabble--the same word used to describe the guilty parties in the incident at Geva.
The individual and his family in a fraught, tension-filled dance. Saul is head and shoulders above the rest of the nation, a perfect individual--and very much Kish's son, a Benjaminite. A leader is a person--yet can perhaps become a dynasty. The story is both Samuel's an Saul's, shifting between the two, as Samuel's latest convocation at Mitzpah places the fairytale interlude back within the larger story of the state, and Samuel's negative view of kingship. At stake is the issue of the heart--another leitword of this chapter--as Saul's heart is transformed, and those "with heart" accompany him home.
Sunday, January 18, 2026
Samuel 9: In Writing
On my third quest
up Yehuda HaNasi--
drop off, pickup, pickup again--
I want to believe
I'm the hero
of my own story.
I feel like the car.
Or the ass.
Giddyup donkey.
Pack apple squeezies,
and baby carrots, pack
crackers, nuts and tangarines.
They won't eat them anyway.
In other lands, women jump handsprings
with hair unbound.
In other lands, they video themselves
setting photos on fire. I look
at the gloaming gold
torching the trees. How it sets fire
to yesterday's puddles.
We play hide and seek
in the dry fountain




