Daily weigh-in
needle fluctuating round and round
the set point. No way
back to before
when your body was wholly
your own.
needle fluctuating round and round
the set point. No way
back to before
when your body was wholly
your own.
Look down
at mountains and troughs--
fleshy landscape of broken promises
to yourself. Your goal is
Today you will
eat only when hungry.
cut out
cake. Sticky seduction
of sugar. Long nights.
The pull of sleep.
cut out
cake. Sticky seduction
of sugar. Long nights.
The pull of sleep.
Lie on a bed of flesh
spreading like ripples.
spreading like ripples.
All those months carrying
bear down on your bladder
the weakened sinews
weaving torso together
leave a groove down the center
separating before and after
Life made flesh--
weight of time and inertia.
It is hard, hard to rise
hard to pull yourself up by your arms
only to swallow
dagger and hilt
and feel the fat close on top of it.
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